end of a mixed year

hi peeps.. this post will sum up pretty much everything that i had been through with various people.. its been fun with u guys.. =)

The most significant event that i really will cherish and remember is AIM.. haha.. we had lots of fun then.. from preparing devotions last min, to sleeping in class, to "fellowship".. =p.. it was really one big ride of 3 months from Jan to April.. but it is an experience that i will never forget.. how much we have learnt throughout that course, how we got closer to God, how we got out of our comfort zones evangelising..and how a"muse"ing we got.. i wish i could go through that again if given a chance.. *crosses fingers*..

I remember how it was just like yesterday since I parted ways with u guys in May.. time flies. tomo will be a new year.. and i will be back in April already.. well.. can't wait to see u guys again back in KL and serve together again.. =)..

In pahang, was where i learnt how to handle my own life.. though it may be hard.. and how to be taken out of my own comfort zone and yet bear to live with it.. certainly it was not an easy path.. it was in this place i experienced my first dose of stress.. as in real stress where i could not eat, sleep nor even enjoy myself.. just felt like quitting then.. It was this place where i learnt much of my life's lessons.. of leadership, of efficiency, of being consistent.. they say college is where one grows.. I would put my hands up on that statement as a sign of agreement.. =)

To my friends in matriculation, u guys have been awesome. Through the fun we had together in and out of college, u have never failed to support and be there with me when hard times came.. we stuck together like peanut butter and bread.. =O.. u guys have taught me contentment, have taught me patience and how to be optimistic on what we have and what we are going through right now.. thanks again..

To my parents, u have been a great support this year.. it was not easy handling life in pahang, but u guys certainly made things a lot better.. thanks..

and to all in general who have made my day in one way or another.. or somehow just came into my life and slipped away.. just to let u guys know u all have made a difference someway.. =)

In a few hours, 2009 will commence.. pray that it will be another good year.. better than 2008, which has been really a year that God has blessed and shown Himself real to me.. =).. i pray that it will be the same for all of u out there as well.. God bless.. =D



agape..

Merry Christmas!

As the title says.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!


and yeah.. theres a wallpaper i would like to put up.. but i forgot to bring my phone transfer cable back so i can't post it.. courtesy of Kerlee.. she drew it for me.. =).. thanks.. its beautiful.. hehe..

time for reflection.. for unto us a child is born.. that came to seek and save that which was lost..




agape..

Updates

sorry for the long absence. =(.. lots of things to do.. gonna do some Christmas shopping tomo in Kuantan.. haha.. =).. i will update more soon.. but i wanna hear from u guys.. how was youth camp and all? update la.. i will go read.. =)




agape..

fun-ness

hehe.. had an awesome weekend out in Kuantan.. was bowling, arcade-"ing" and also walking around getting my stuff.. my friends rock..x)..

p.s mummy.. ure the best.. u beat us flat in bowling with that 135.. =O..

anyways.. i am a mixture of emo and joy now.. emo cause i know that my church pals are enjoying themselves in youth camp at this moment.. 2 years they didn't have one.. and when they did.. i AM away.. well the world is round.. random things take place.. who would have thought i would leave KL so soon.. =)

well.. when i first knew i was gonna miss youth camp.. i was bushed caused youth camp has been the place where transformation takes place.. and also a great time of refreshing and fellowship.. most importantly.. ALL of the youths will get touched by God in a very special way.. I knew i was gonna miss that special touch.. but after thinking twice.. it does not matter.. God will touch anyone anywhere and anytime.. we do not have to wait till youth camp takes place.. all we have to do is to ANTICIPATE.. make every moment count and be ready.. U never know when God is gonna hit u and change your life.. *bam* just like that.. =).. isn't it exciting?

i am excited.. change is gonna come.. This IS now.. Now or never.. I am gonna renew my stand and choose to follow the Cross.. for there comes life and purpose. the reason why i breathe every breath.. and the reason my heart chooses to beat on..


agape..

tis the season to be jolly

haha.. Christmas IS coming up!! hmm.. too bad this year i can't do any christmas shopping.. =(.. i will only be back in KL on the 24th.. Christmas eve adi.. too bad larh... i apologize beforehand.. i may only give out my gifts late.. cause i will only shop for them when i get back.. =)..

when Christmas is around the corner i always feel a sense of joy.. because Christmas day represents all i have on earth today.. the reason i am still living in peace and without fear.. the reason why i can stand and say i am content with what i have.. to say i am saved from the shackles of death.. with all those, who can feel sadness when Christmas is here! =D

anyway.. thats bout Christmas.. hehe

going out tomo to Kuantan to get myself some stuff.. i badly need washing powder.. something which never popped up in my shopping list before matriculation haha.. =)..

seriously need to go walk bout and do some shopping to get my mind off maths, chem etc etc.. stuffed myself until i had a bad headache and couldn't go for class on friday.. nevertheless i am fine now.. perfectly fine.. cause i had slept a lot today.. hehe.. and yeah.. thanks to kerlee for texting me.. =) and the rest who really cared so much..thx again.. hehe.. =)

thats bout all.. can't think bout what i want to write adi.. classes back on monday.. tahan one more week and thats it..BREAK!



agape..

drained out

i just don feel good now.. no i am not sick.. its just that mentally and emotionally i am drained.. i don't feel very inclined to talk to ppl now.. in fact.. it will do me lots of good if i were left alone for this period of time.. need to think over some things.. but before that.. i need to settle a lot of work.. craziness.. wish i was free of this life.. kinda sick of it... the same routine everyday.. not a single day of rest.. today was terrible.. from morning to 5pm.. then co-curriculum (sports).. bball..till late evening.. i know i am complaining and ranting a lot.. but seriously.. its tough.. something that one can't understand unless he/she goes through it..

but when i am stuck here..in this kind of situation.. though it feels kinda lonely... cause i don't think anyone will understand.. but this verse came to my mind..

i look to the hills.. where does my help come from? A familiar verse from psalm.. but yet.. never fails to comfort everytime when i need it.. =).. My source of strength.. my source of hope.. in Christ alone..



agape..

updates!

hey alllll.. =).. wondering where i've been huh.. truth is, i have been back in KL.. haha.. but i was back for a reason.. had to help my parents shift house.. yes.. we are shifting temporarily for 2 months.. cause the old house is undergoing some renovation.. sorry couldn't meet up with any of u.. a lot of shifting and setting up to do.. =)

my old house has no internet access haih.. =(.. no wireless networks nearby also.. so cannot steal =X..

last saturday's concert at KBU was awesome.. God was there.. seeds were sown.. =).. hope for more to come..

will be back for Christmas.. =).. though i will be missing youth camp..sob sob.. so i will see u guys then.. =).. sorry for the short update.. its late and i got lots of assignments to do.. so yeah.. take care and i will update soon.. promise.. =)



agape..

memories..

was reading Annabelle's blog.. saw her post bout basketball on Sundays.. I was kinda shocked the last time when i came back and found out that we could not use the court anymore.. =(.. many memories were shared there... the fun, the joy, the laughter.. playing in the rain.. its bout the only time where we could actually enjoy ourselves as a youth group together.. Of whom i remember most Uncle (anna's dad).. We shared so many stories and heart to heart talk on the court itself.. it was that place where i learnt so many things bout managing my own life.. thanks for the lessons of life u gave me =).. had great fun playing bball with u too.. =D

7 months have actually passed since i have been here and i am starting to feel a bond with my newfound friends here.. the things we have done together ranging from the craziest stuff to the downright serious moments.. something i will cherish and remember for a long time.. in the remaining 5 months i hope to gain something more... i have learnt from many of my friends.. and the small things that i once took for granted i now hold dearest to heart.. Friends.. the remaining time that we are gonna share here together is definitely gonna fly past.. some part of me wishes that i could know u guys better, but life must go on... and i wish u guys all the best in your future undertakings especially some of u whom have decided to leave after getting your sem final results yesterday.. =)

speaking of results.. well.. congrats to those who got what they wished for.. =).. and for those who didn't.. don't be disappointed.. its not over.. there is a chance to bring change now in the ongoing sem 2.. the mid sem test is coming in January.. all the best.. =)

somehow i feel for those who didn't get what they desired even though they tried their best.. studied hard and all.. a room mate of my classmate literally like slept and slacked big time got a 3.6.. while those who studied freakin hard only got a 3.0..(max is 4.0) haih.. sometimes i don't understand too.. =( but don't give up ppl! there is always Sem 2! =)

lol.. i sound real emo.. =X.. but i can't help it.. haha..

anyways.. to more light hearted matters.. =D

Cf Concert in KBU! woohoo..

Theme : NOW (No Other Way)... (woah..cool)
Date : 6th December 2008 (saturday)
Location : KBU (Kolej Bandar Utama).. (duh..)
Time : 7 p.m
Admission : Free (o.o.. free concert!)

do come! =).. bring friends and all along to..its gonna be a great night of fun.. =D

thats bout it for this time.. =).. to those whom i owe tags to i am sorry, but i won't do it FOR NOW.. i promise k.. just keep reminding me.. =X.. i lose my memory fast.. >.<


agape..

The Aftermath

Destiny fulfilled..Mission accomplished.. time to get some much needed rest after all that worrying..


agape.

D Day

in less than 3 hours.. my entire purpose of coming to matriculation will be revealed.. my future paths unveiled.. but all in all let what i get glorify Your name oh Lord.. if by failing i would bring glory to U... let Your will be done..






Agape..

ushering in December

have been MIA for the past few days.. been running about..i promise to update as soon as i can k..perhaps tonite..

p.s when i think of December i think of snow...x)





agape...