drowning

hi all.. its long since i've updated.. i just can't find the time to do so..

oh my goodness.. nvr been so stressed out over assignments and involvement in my life before man.. =(.. since this is the only place where i can rant and let it all out, i am seriously not gonna care if u can't bear with it.. no offense.

jus came back from a training camp. compulsory for all first year students..first time it was compulsory... from 17th to 19th july.. super tired man.. after coming back. it was all activities and we slept only 6 hrs in 48 hrs.. =( enuff bout the camp for now.. i will post bout it later.. its a super nice place.. apparently we had the best campsite amongst the 5..

next.. i joined jazz band.. we play jazz duh.. and yea.. got all the sax, trumpet, etc etc la.. and now i found out that as a pianist they required me to read notes.. OHOH.. =(. not my thing.. but thank God that there was another pianist that knew how to read.. but also not so efficient cause she quit for 3 years.. but still better than my 7 years of no trainin lol.. and yea.. we are gonna play for convocation in august... so for my situation the professor who is our conductor + trainer purposely put in a song.. yes.. "my heart will go on" from titanic.. cause it suits my style more.. now i feel double the pressure. cos i will be soloing a lot of parts.. and we finished practice yesterday at midnite.. from 8pm.. grilling man.. cos convocation is mid august and we don have much time.

p.s practices are on monday and thursday..8-11 and 5-7 plus respectively.. but for the love of music and the will to wanna relearn my theory i found this quite enjoyable. though really tiring..

then comes my course's assignments..

so far we have been bombarded with 3 assignments.. 1 due this friday and the prof gave it last wednesday! the assignment was to evaluate a whole journal on the given topic.. and we must "critically appraise" the literature. are u as confused? without a actual guideline we must complete it. and according to the schedule, we are supposed to be given this assignment beginning of this month and we have 1 month to complete it. but now it seems not. and i am the leader for this project for my group and we haven't even started! i am in a bizarre mood right now..

then comes the stupid research project..must really search journals, evaluate literature again.. must come out with questionaire.. zzz.. must go update the prof in charge every wednesday till we finish our research at the end of the 14th week.. that is around october time la..crazy la..=.=

then we have our nursing home project to do every weekend for 4 weeks.. tat luckily i am not the leader for my group la.. so i don have much of a role there..

orientation week for our respective faculties pulak.. i am also my group's leader.. meeting tomo night for a one time practice for a cheer, a sketch from a given topic.. in 2 hrs must complete leh =.=.. cos we can't actually fork out the time for these side stuffs.. closing ceremony this sat.. along with a race.. haih. don know whether i will even survive the week

then also comes the lab reports.. sian.. 2 reports.. submission this friday.. yikes! and these are not like the reports we do in school leh.. its quite complex and we must detail every single result..

there are a lot more things i wish i could put into words. but seems like i don have the time.. i will end my post here. hope i will come back soon to my blogging word.. till then..


agape..