2/11/2009

tat was the day of my first exam. Microbiology for Pharmacy.. alas.. the toughest subject amongst all 5 i would say.. but thank God it went well at least i could answer all the questions.. =)

over the past week i had a very tough time sleeping..its like i have this pain at the back of my head that prevented me from sleeping.. everytime i told my brain to rest rest rest, sooner or later, a relapse of all the stuff i have studied would roll in my brains.. =.= the night before my exams, i lay down at 12 and could only sleep at 5am. that was even after i took a flu medicine (i din have flu) jus to make me sleep. which is seriously a bad action. it was my first time needing to drug myself to bed.

so yesterday evening i talked to my mum about it and she said i was going into overdrive. my brain was active but my body was super exhausted. she asked me to go see the doctor and get mild sleeping pill just for one night. cos my body needed the rest and everytime i tried to put in new stuff into my head my brain would hurt terribly. so that evening itself i went to see the doctor and yea. He told me that i was too stressed up and overdrive by stuffing a lot of stuffs into my brain at one go. He told me something tat i believe its applicable for all students in uni level larr. =)

quoted by Dr akbar
"As a uni student, it is different from pre u or SPM. It is totally impossible to memorize all the material that u have. So jus cover the necessary stuffs and leave the rest."

well. i am and have always been a student who is only satisfied when i can cover everything. my definition of do my best means i have covered every single detail before i go into the exam hall.
But yea.. ultimately i think as long as u have reached your limit jus leave the rest to God =)

p.s i hate the fact that i have to be on pills to sleep at this young age ==" but it won't be an addiction definitely =)

on a side note,
a testimony i have to share though. For my microbiology test, jus 2 nites before the exam and the nite before the exam, i was prompted to study certain parts again to refresh my memory. and guess wat, on the exam day itself, wat i was prompted to study mostly came out! =) must be the work of God.

2 days time its physiology. i have only covered 25% of it.. as i spent the whole of last week covering microbiology.. i hope i won't stress up myself. really=.= i pray that God will help me cover the necessary.. really need His help right now. i cannot afford to stress up again.. i really can't. i am already tired.



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