end of a mixed year

hi peeps.. this post will sum up pretty much everything that i had been through with various people.. its been fun with u guys.. =)

The most significant event that i really will cherish and remember is AIM.. haha.. we had lots of fun then.. from preparing devotions last min, to sleeping in class, to "fellowship".. =p.. it was really one big ride of 3 months from Jan to April.. but it is an experience that i will never forget.. how much we have learnt throughout that course, how we got closer to God, how we got out of our comfort zones evangelising..and how a"muse"ing we got.. i wish i could go through that again if given a chance.. *crosses fingers*..

I remember how it was just like yesterday since I parted ways with u guys in May.. time flies. tomo will be a new year.. and i will be back in April already.. well.. can't wait to see u guys again back in KL and serve together again.. =)..

In pahang, was where i learnt how to handle my own life.. though it may be hard.. and how to be taken out of my own comfort zone and yet bear to live with it.. certainly it was not an easy path.. it was in this place i experienced my first dose of stress.. as in real stress where i could not eat, sleep nor even enjoy myself.. just felt like quitting then.. It was this place where i learnt much of my life's lessons.. of leadership, of efficiency, of being consistent.. they say college is where one grows.. I would put my hands up on that statement as a sign of agreement.. =)

To my friends in matriculation, u guys have been awesome. Through the fun we had together in and out of college, u have never failed to support and be there with me when hard times came.. we stuck together like peanut butter and bread.. =O.. u guys have taught me contentment, have taught me patience and how to be optimistic on what we have and what we are going through right now.. thanks again..

To my parents, u have been a great support this year.. it was not easy handling life in pahang, but u guys certainly made things a lot better.. thanks..

and to all in general who have made my day in one way or another.. or somehow just came into my life and slipped away.. just to let u guys know u all have made a difference someway.. =)

In a few hours, 2009 will commence.. pray that it will be another good year.. better than 2008, which has been really a year that God has blessed and shown Himself real to me.. =).. i pray that it will be the same for all of u out there as well.. God bless.. =D



agape..

Merry Christmas!

As the title says.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!


and yeah.. theres a wallpaper i would like to put up.. but i forgot to bring my phone transfer cable back so i can't post it.. courtesy of Kerlee.. she drew it for me.. =).. thanks.. its beautiful.. hehe..

time for reflection.. for unto us a child is born.. that came to seek and save that which was lost..




agape..

Updates

sorry for the long absence. =(.. lots of things to do.. gonna do some Christmas shopping tomo in Kuantan.. haha.. =).. i will update more soon.. but i wanna hear from u guys.. how was youth camp and all? update la.. i will go read.. =)




agape..

fun-ness

hehe.. had an awesome weekend out in Kuantan.. was bowling, arcade-"ing" and also walking around getting my stuff.. my friends rock..x)..

p.s mummy.. ure the best.. u beat us flat in bowling with that 135.. =O..

anyways.. i am a mixture of emo and joy now.. emo cause i know that my church pals are enjoying themselves in youth camp at this moment.. 2 years they didn't have one.. and when they did.. i AM away.. well the world is round.. random things take place.. who would have thought i would leave KL so soon.. =)

well.. when i first knew i was gonna miss youth camp.. i was bushed caused youth camp has been the place where transformation takes place.. and also a great time of refreshing and fellowship.. most importantly.. ALL of the youths will get touched by God in a very special way.. I knew i was gonna miss that special touch.. but after thinking twice.. it does not matter.. God will touch anyone anywhere and anytime.. we do not have to wait till youth camp takes place.. all we have to do is to ANTICIPATE.. make every moment count and be ready.. U never know when God is gonna hit u and change your life.. *bam* just like that.. =).. isn't it exciting?

i am excited.. change is gonna come.. This IS now.. Now or never.. I am gonna renew my stand and choose to follow the Cross.. for there comes life and purpose. the reason why i breathe every breath.. and the reason my heart chooses to beat on..


agape..

tis the season to be jolly

haha.. Christmas IS coming up!! hmm.. too bad this year i can't do any christmas shopping.. =(.. i will only be back in KL on the 24th.. Christmas eve adi.. too bad larh... i apologize beforehand.. i may only give out my gifts late.. cause i will only shop for them when i get back.. =)..

when Christmas is around the corner i always feel a sense of joy.. because Christmas day represents all i have on earth today.. the reason i am still living in peace and without fear.. the reason why i can stand and say i am content with what i have.. to say i am saved from the shackles of death.. with all those, who can feel sadness when Christmas is here! =D

anyway.. thats bout Christmas.. hehe

going out tomo to Kuantan to get myself some stuff.. i badly need washing powder.. something which never popped up in my shopping list before matriculation haha.. =)..

seriously need to go walk bout and do some shopping to get my mind off maths, chem etc etc.. stuffed myself until i had a bad headache and couldn't go for class on friday.. nevertheless i am fine now.. perfectly fine.. cause i had slept a lot today.. hehe.. and yeah.. thanks to kerlee for texting me.. =) and the rest who really cared so much..thx again.. hehe.. =)

thats bout all.. can't think bout what i want to write adi.. classes back on monday.. tahan one more week and thats it..BREAK!



agape..

drained out

i just don feel good now.. no i am not sick.. its just that mentally and emotionally i am drained.. i don't feel very inclined to talk to ppl now.. in fact.. it will do me lots of good if i were left alone for this period of time.. need to think over some things.. but before that.. i need to settle a lot of work.. craziness.. wish i was free of this life.. kinda sick of it... the same routine everyday.. not a single day of rest.. today was terrible.. from morning to 5pm.. then co-curriculum (sports).. bball..till late evening.. i know i am complaining and ranting a lot.. but seriously.. its tough.. something that one can't understand unless he/she goes through it..

but when i am stuck here..in this kind of situation.. though it feels kinda lonely... cause i don't think anyone will understand.. but this verse came to my mind..

i look to the hills.. where does my help come from? A familiar verse from psalm.. but yet.. never fails to comfort everytime when i need it.. =).. My source of strength.. my source of hope.. in Christ alone..



agape..

updates!

hey alllll.. =).. wondering where i've been huh.. truth is, i have been back in KL.. haha.. but i was back for a reason.. had to help my parents shift house.. yes.. we are shifting temporarily for 2 months.. cause the old house is undergoing some renovation.. sorry couldn't meet up with any of u.. a lot of shifting and setting up to do.. =)

my old house has no internet access haih.. =(.. no wireless networks nearby also.. so cannot steal =X..

last saturday's concert at KBU was awesome.. God was there.. seeds were sown.. =).. hope for more to come..

will be back for Christmas.. =).. though i will be missing youth camp..sob sob.. so i will see u guys then.. =).. sorry for the short update.. its late and i got lots of assignments to do.. so yeah.. take care and i will update soon.. promise.. =)



agape..

memories..

was reading Annabelle's blog.. saw her post bout basketball on Sundays.. I was kinda shocked the last time when i came back and found out that we could not use the court anymore.. =(.. many memories were shared there... the fun, the joy, the laughter.. playing in the rain.. its bout the only time where we could actually enjoy ourselves as a youth group together.. Of whom i remember most Uncle (anna's dad).. We shared so many stories and heart to heart talk on the court itself.. it was that place where i learnt so many things bout managing my own life.. thanks for the lessons of life u gave me =).. had great fun playing bball with u too.. =D

7 months have actually passed since i have been here and i am starting to feel a bond with my newfound friends here.. the things we have done together ranging from the craziest stuff to the downright serious moments.. something i will cherish and remember for a long time.. in the remaining 5 months i hope to gain something more... i have learnt from many of my friends.. and the small things that i once took for granted i now hold dearest to heart.. Friends.. the remaining time that we are gonna share here together is definitely gonna fly past.. some part of me wishes that i could know u guys better, but life must go on... and i wish u guys all the best in your future undertakings especially some of u whom have decided to leave after getting your sem final results yesterday.. =)

speaking of results.. well.. congrats to those who got what they wished for.. =).. and for those who didn't.. don't be disappointed.. its not over.. there is a chance to bring change now in the ongoing sem 2.. the mid sem test is coming in January.. all the best.. =)

somehow i feel for those who didn't get what they desired even though they tried their best.. studied hard and all.. a room mate of my classmate literally like slept and slacked big time got a 3.6.. while those who studied freakin hard only got a 3.0..(max is 4.0) haih.. sometimes i don't understand too.. =( but don't give up ppl! there is always Sem 2! =)

lol.. i sound real emo.. =X.. but i can't help it.. haha..

anyways.. to more light hearted matters.. =D

Cf Concert in KBU! woohoo..

Theme : NOW (No Other Way)... (woah..cool)
Date : 6th December 2008 (saturday)
Location : KBU (Kolej Bandar Utama).. (duh..)
Time : 7 p.m
Admission : Free (o.o.. free concert!)

do come! =).. bring friends and all along to..its gonna be a great night of fun.. =D

thats bout it for this time.. =).. to those whom i owe tags to i am sorry, but i won't do it FOR NOW.. i promise k.. just keep reminding me.. =X.. i lose my memory fast.. >.<


agape..

The Aftermath

Destiny fulfilled..Mission accomplished.. time to get some much needed rest after all that worrying..


agape.

D Day

in less than 3 hours.. my entire purpose of coming to matriculation will be revealed.. my future paths unveiled.. but all in all let what i get glorify Your name oh Lord.. if by failing i would bring glory to U... let Your will be done..






Agape..

ushering in December

have been MIA for the past few days.. been running about..i promise to update as soon as i can k..perhaps tonite..

p.s when i think of December i think of snow...x)





agape...

touched...

yesterday was the day i actually realized.. how blessed i actually am..

was having dinner yesterday at the admin block alone.. cause it was a very late dinner.. at 930pm.. after a meeting.. was having a chat with one of the workers of the cafeteria.. and i learnt to appreciate life... that guy.. his story touched me.. he dropped out of school after finishing his standard 6.. he practically had no choice.. he had to support his family.. he helped them at rubber tapping.. at the mere age of 12.. tried the military at 20.. gave up in half a month.. he told me that he had to do whatever job that comes in the way.. whether it was cleaning plates or becoming a waiter.. he had to take it all to support his family.. now at the age of 28.. he is gonna try the military again.. wat really impacted me most was his attitude.. towards his friends who are studying.. he even helps those studying in uni financially.. yes.. whenever he is able to.. one time, his friend who was persuing medical studies gave up because his family was sick.. this guy.. he cried... this guy had a heart.. even through his own financial difficulty he would give to help others..

well.. this is only one case.. there are many out there who are like this guy.. but.. if we can't help them.. we might as well just appreciate what we have now.. if u are a student, try your best to be one.. his last advice to me before he left was to study hard and give it my best.. appreciate the privilege i have.. because many don't..

he moved my heart totally.. and i am constantly keeping him in my prayers that one day he will have an easier life.. this guy is an example of being poor materially but yet rich in heart.. I wish him all the best.. and hope he passes his military trial period.. God bless ya.. =)



Agape..

utterly speechless

that's how i would put my night today.. i spent 1 hour and a half listening to or rather sleeping through a worthless talk on how to improve ourselves for the second semester.. worst thing was, it was compulsory.. the wardens would go chase those who din go to the hall.. =(.. my homework! =(.. nescafe ais it is for me tonite..

ok.. my new wife! haha.. here are the pics.. =)



i love this baby! haha... thanks dad.. =).. well.. i tried a few heavy processes on it, such as call of duty 4.. LOL.. it works even on normal graphics setting.. cool man.. awesome graphics and smooth play.. spent yesterday night downloading and customising my lappy into something like my old one.. the essential progs etc etc.. yeah.. ultimately.. i thank God.. because i can't live without a laptop here.. especially with so much paperwork to do.. =).. still have to get my eyes used the screen.. it so much more "sparkly" (lol) than my old one.. =O


tagged by annabeth..

The rules are:

1. You own a blog where you are going to post this to
2. You currently feel bored
3. You won't skip any question
4. You're Alive
5. You are going to send this to 5 friends to fill these up

Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:
1.laaazziiieee
2.drowssyyyyy
3.alive
4.streeesssseedd
5.talkative (=P)

Five things you love about life:
1.God
2.Family
3.Friends
4.Food
5.My Wife.. x)

5 Famous people you'd love to meet:
1. God
2. No one else

5 Movies you love:
1.The Dark Knight
2.Pirates of the Carribean
3.Lord of the Rings
4.Wall-e
5.Madagascar 2

5 professions you'd love to have:
1.Pharmacist
2.Biomedical Engineer
3.Own a music store.. =P
4.CEO of some big money earning company
5.House"husband".. yes i am a family man.. (HAHA)

5 Best Authors:
1.J.R.R Tolkien
2.C.S Lewis
3.Dan Brown (Yes.. though his books cause controversy but his style of writing is intriguing)
4.Tim Lahaye and Jerry B Jenkins (their left behind series are super awesome)
5. -

5 Inspirations:
1.God
2.My Family
3.Friends
4.The strong hearted in never failing to rise up when they fall
5.My "mummy" in coll.. =).. thanks for the endless advice and encouragement.. =D

5 Favourite stuff:
1.My Wife
2.My Hp
3.Books
4.Money
5.Everything that i have

5 things you hate:
1.People waking me up for nothing.
2.Being left out...
3.Being bossed...
4.Crowded places.
5.Copying my work without putting in effort in doing his/her work..

5 favourite places:
1.Home.
2.Any Mall
3.Mt Kinabalu
4.Langkawi
5.Teluk Chempedak, mostly fun with lots of friends..


5 girls/guys you are currently liking:

guys (In no particular order)

1.David Woong
2.Wah Loong
3.The guys in my gang in matriculation.. love u guys the same..
4.Church/Youth/AIM guys.. Sam, Hansel, Kah Yun etc..
5.Yi Yong (my lecture mate.. great guy..)

girls.

1.My "mummy".. we can talk for long hours man
2.Shik Wei (My debate opponent.. =P)
3.Annabeth (ever bubbly and bright.. great personality.. x)
4.Kerlee (Very strong girl.. very willing to help friends... fun to be with)
5.Janielle (very In love with God.. thanks for the memories..though short.. haha )


5 Favourite people to chat with:
1.Wah Loong
2.David
3.my "mummy"
4.Shik Wei
5.Kerlee

5 things you wana improve more about yourself:
1.My patience
2.Confidence ( I shake when i perform k.. )
3.Communication with ppl
4.Me decrease and others around me increase
5.My emotions..

5 Things you would take to a deserted Island:
1.Bible
2.My hp
3.My Wife
4.Books
5.Food and Water
*haha.. i don think i will be stuck on an island.. so most are nonsense..=P)

5 places you wana visit:
1.Australia
2.Singapore
3.Paris
4.Any island that has wonderful underwater life
5.United States

5 Things you really want:
1.A CAR
2.A good future University (my prayer)
3.Good friends
4.A content life
5.To love and to be loved..


5 Songs that make you cry the most:
1. I don cry when i hear songs.. at the most i emo. x)


5 Most fashionable friends according to you:
1.i don't care bout fashion.. seriously in matriculation how fashionable can one get..


5 people you love the most:
1.God
2.Family
3.Friends
4.-put your name here-


5 impossible dreams:
1.fly
2.be a multi-millionaire.

5 Dreams in the future:
1.To find someone who loves me for who i am..
2.Get a good education and good job..
3.A content life
4.Maintain my walk with God...
5.Support a family.. =D

now send this to 5 people:
1.Xavier
2.Hansel
3.Annabelle
4.Kerlee (yes even though u won't do it i will tag u all the same)
5.anyone who wants to do it


thats all now.. till next time.. =D



agape..

tired...

i am announcing the come back of my blog.. =).. yep.. got my new laptop adi.. and can blog with it liao.. =D.. but too tired to say anything for now... have ta go sleep.. its 2am.. and i got classes tomo as usual.. blog bout everything tomo.. =)






agape..

inactiveness

i not be posting for the next few days or so.. because of my "konged" laptop.. so.. until i get my new one.. YES! i am getting one haha.. =) i will not post.. too troublesome to post at the library where everyone is typically looking at what u are typing.. so yeah...till then take care guys.. x)

psalm 33:20-21

Wait in hope for the Lord. He is our help and our shield. In Him our hearts rejoice for we trust in His holy name.



Agape..

awesome weekend

HEY ALL! sorry for the absence.. was away from college.. first things first! i wanna announce that my laptop has reached its due time.. i can't seem to start it up.. haihx.. i think some kind of hardware prob la.. but bottomline is i cannot use it.. so i have to blog using my friends laptop.. =)

I am back in coll now from an awesome weekend at teluk chempedak! woohoo... i think everything was kinda put in place haha.. though there were some complications in between.. i will write everything down in full.. so prepare for a long post.. =)


on friday, we went to kuantan at approx 2.30pm.. headed to megamall first.. we wanted to go bowling but found out that the bowling centre was so full, so we had to book our lanes in advance.. then we went to the arcade.. had fun there for like one hour watching ppl play and of course playing ourselves.. =P.. then headed back to the bowling centre... started bowling... a big bunch of ppl playing.. around 8 ppl.. 3 bucks per game leh.. super cheap.. a few ppl kinda surprised me..O_O.. for instance my "mummy" (kiah ngi).. her bowling style gila nice.. she really know how to aim.. she beat me.. T_T... i no face liao.. but all in all we had so much fun.. by the time we left megamall, it was around 6pm.. headed to the house that we were supposed to stay at overnight.. very far from TC (teluk chempedak)..

when we reached the house, i called the guy who rented the place to us to open up the place.. when i finished my phone call i was super stunned.. he din want to rent us the place cause we wanted to do a bbq.. but i told him on wednesday what we were gonna do (the bbq and all) and he agreed without hesitating.. now.. he was going against his word.. then we told him we wouldn't do the bbq.. still he din want to rent the place to "people like us".. =.=.. so there we were 14 people left homeless for the night.

Then someone came up with a brilliant idea.. he stayed at a place in teluk chempedak before.. a chalet.. we could do our bbq and whatever we wanted to do, and that place has WIFI too.. haha.. it took some time, but in the end all of us agreed and man, it was one decision that we never regretted.. =)

arrived at the place at 730pm.. very late.. and we haven even started the fire and all for bbq..quickly got things ready.. this bbq was held in conjuction with wah loong's birthday.. haha..
there was a lot of burnt stuff.. haha.. burnt sausages, burnt chicken, burnt nuggets, burnt fishball etc etc.. =O... great chefs we were.. =D.. then it started to rain.. so potong steam.. moved everything under a porch.. and continued.. then we ended the whole thing at 1130pm.. =)..
went upstairs into the aircon chalet.. quite big.. enuff to house all of us.. then we had a plan to surprise wah loong with a cake..

1. one friend took him out for a walk..
2. one said"crap.. we don have matches"..
3. another 2 went out with matches and met them walking on the way back. o_O.. so fast..
4. took him for another walk.. gave him the most natural excuses like "lets go buy water"..
5. one of us grabbed the lighter, and of course water.. thank God for the nearby perormance at the beach that diverted his attention..
6. i ran all the way back.. lighted the cake, woops. the candles on the cake. and waited at the porch.. offed all the lights.. =)..
7. the friends who accompanied him came back without him! O_O.. said he went to the office for wireless.. i was like "OMG! why??!"
8. retrieved him for that place and yeah.. everything fell in place.. haha.. surprised him.. and yeah... the cake was "CHOC INDULGENCE" .. -drool-

the preparation

da cake





after clearing up.. we played blackjack.. haha.. we had a penalty.. the gamble was mouthfuls of food.. 1-5 mouthfuls.. first we had fried meehoon.. we couldn't gamble money of course.. then we had cake.. twisties.. haha.. one guy had to take 35 mouthfuls of the cake.. LOL.. and everybody was so full from the bbq and all.. fun larh.. really.. =D

35 mouthfuls. creepy.

after all the fun and all.. 6 of us decided to take a night walk on the beach.. haha.. yes.. at around 3am.. lol.. first time i went to the beach so late..


went to mcds.. got myself a coke.. needed a drink badly after all that cake.. o_O.. then we headed to the beach chairs in front of the Hyatt.. haha.. we weren't supposed to be there.. its hotel property but yeah.. its 3AM k.. =O. lay there.. man.. so comfortable.. with the night breeze, the sound of the waves.. ah.. nearly fell asleep.. that IS life.. nothing to worry bout... =D

after relaxing there for 1 hr, the guard came.. alas.. got "chased".. went to mcds, sat down and talked till 5am.. one of the 6 was my chem lecturer.. a young chinese teacher.. she shared with us loads of stuff.. then we headed back the chalet.. slept.. yes.. 14 ppl in a room.. 8 on the beds, 6 on the floor.. and guess what i caught?

haih. remember him from the kissing in my pesta tanglung post? the guy on the left.. X).. u can see the guy on the right trying to "reject" him with his right hand.. candid moment man. =D

we wanted to wake up at 6am the next day to watch the sunrise. but at 6 when the alarm rang, everybody was literally dead.. i told my friend to just off it.. haha..

at 10am. everybody was fresh and ready to take breakfast.. went to the nearby coffee shop, had curry mee..quite nice, and then went for a walk at the beach.. here.. i will let pics do the talking as i am a fan of scenary.. =D

footprints in the sand... love this shot.. haha.


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My chem lecturer, Miss Aw


the words say "I love u.. some gurls name" lol..

Yi Yong






so.. we had lots of fun.. including playing a game of scissors, paper, stone.. in the water.. haha.. the person who loses must take a step deeper into the water.. we were fully clothed.. but yeah.. heres a video haha..

ok.. i know its dungu and dumb.. say watever u like.. haha.. but we ARE creative.. =P

and i saved the best picture for the last.. cause i find it quite meaningful.. =)

a little gurl.. sitting in front of a vast pool of water.. try to capture the meaning of this photo.. haha... its for yourself to imagine in watever way u like.. =)


all in all.. we had great fun.. i would name this as my best moment in matriculation so far.. hope for more to come.. =)



agape..

busy busy busy

yep.. the title states it all.. =)

after yesterday's "election" for the 2009 Chinese New Year festival committee, i was kinda satisfied with the outcome.. Wah Loong was selected as project chairman, something i AM very happy about =D. while for myself i am vice secretary =O.. yes. a girl's job =.=" but anyways, i was chosen out of pure revenge.. ~.~ cause i sorta aided in the election of Kerlee as Sec, so practically i got pointed out first hand ~.~.. am also very glad that she is the Secretary.. haha.. go Kerlee! girl power!~ =D.. u can do it de!... =)

But all these comes at a price.. =(... i got lots of paperwork to do and proposal to settle before this Friday... sob sob.. =(.. but somehow i am super glad that i got to do something different.. than being on the tech team again or something.. one thing that disappoints me this year is that we actually have the largest pool of talents as compared to the previous years.. but where is the unity? last year's batch had to strive to come out with performances, but they were willing to learn.. and they were united in their decisions.. and they were rewarded with the grandest Pesta Tahun Baru Cina ever so far.. =)..

I mean come on larh.. even if one doesn't wanna get involved, just showing up at meetings and rehearsals itself means a great deal.. we are the minority here, and we must take the stand, to make ourselves heard, to show the majority what we are made up off. I personally think that in matriculation, there are only 2 major events.. one was the Tanglung festival and now is the Chinese New Year festival.. and this is our last chance to give it our all.. to continue what the seniors have fought to preserve all these years.. i am really praying that this legacy won't fall in our hands.. but will be continued and not only that, we will leave something for our juniors other than the memories that we will of course cherish.. =)

mind my ranting.. but i am gonna give my all to see this work and its my desire to see the rest of the people do so as well...whether the role is big or small, lets work hard together to make this a success for the sake of the generations to come k? =)



agape..

the end draws near

irony? 2 posts in a day with contrasting titles? not really.. this was what i was waiting to share about.

as a disclaimer to the above topic, whatever i say here is what i think and express.. thats what a blog is for anyways right? if u don't believe what u read, i don't blame u.. In fact, i can be flamed.. But i am willing to take that risk.. for the sake of those who take heed of what i pen down after this..

What is the state of the world today friends.. look around u.. economical crisis.. war... people are looking for a "saviour" to come and make a change.. I am genuinely not surprised at the mess we are all in now. Why? because from young i have read and tried to understand the contents of Revelation, the last book of the Bible until today. The signs are all there. I mean how? Isn't it amazing how things are falling into place right now? Look at Matthew 24. i will take just an excerpt of it.

You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains.

Matt 24: 6-8

I mean. to think logically.

- how can the Bible contain something that will happen way in the future? put ourselves in the shoes of the people living back then. They must think it was insane. But its happening now.

Look at the recent US presidential election. Obama pledged to bring a change. In other words, save the world from its current state.. economically, socially, to bring about peace. In fact, I have no doubt that he will definitely be able to do that. People are so desperate to bring about that change, to save themselves without realising how demoralizing the price that they would have to pay. Gay marriages are now legal. Abortion can be done without parental consent. Abortion in America stands at 50 million a year WITH parental consent. What will happen now that it is without?

and just to note, abortion is not something as easy as pie. I have watched a video of how a live baby gets cut up in the mother's womb. Imagine, taking a pair of scissors, snipping off the legs, arms and finally the head, and all of these contents go down a suction tube. That is a LIFE. what right do we have in the first place to take the life of a human being, especially one who is helpless and can't escape from being killed?

and for my fellow brothers and sisters, there is one important point that i guess u all will know. The signing of the peace treaty with Israel. It was predicted in the Bible that once a peace treaty was signed between the antichrist and the Israelites, the tribulation period would begin.. Rahm Emanuel has just been elected Chief of Staff in the White House, in other words Obama's right hand man. He has the blood of an Israelite, and he's a jewish. Even Israel now supports Obama's move and hail Rahm " Our Man in the White House". In one way or the other, it somehow makes things easier for the prophecy to come to pass anytime soon right?

i am not saying that Obama is the antichrist. There is no reason for him to be so. But things are happening and it is happening fast. What has been stated in the Bible is coming true one by one. The end draws near people.. To my fellow brothers and sisters, work hard while it is still day, for when night approaches, it is too late.. To all readers.. it is still not too late.. u can still make your stand today.. before the end takes place. I myself am actually excited to see what is in store for us all in the future.. I would like to state that i am not a holy fanatic or anything. I believe in what i see. And i trust u too are seeing the same things that i do happening.. if u need help in understanding things, or perhaps confused..do not hesitate to leave something in the cbox.. =)



agape..

hence it all begins

well.. thus begins sem 2 in my college haha.. well i would say the mood for study is not yet there.. life is still pretty boring around here haha.. being the fact that we still don't have homework.. but alas.. its my last 5 months here... at this point i believe i am starting to like the life here.. the people.. the fun we have together.. but anyways.. yeah.. for today, classes did not proceed yet.. in fact, there was just a brief introduction and the lecturer let us off..



I would say.. thank God for giving me good lecturers.. really.. i am really glad that i got such lecturers.. they are happy, constantly cracking jokes and confident at what they do and what they teach.. and they never fail to encourage the students as well.. haha.. thats a good sign right? =P


anyways.. i will post bout something else tonight.. its something that i have been burdened to share and i believe that it is a now or never share thing..




agape..

no mood

lol.. pretty emo topic harh.. haha.. truth is yeah.. i am pretty moody right now.. haha.. =)..


well.. what do u do with a person who has low self esteem? i mean.. its so hard to advise these kind of people.. i really find it hard.. i've been trying.. but somehow she tends to overthink..a lot.. i worry.. praying that she'll find a way to overcome it..


going out tomo to Kuantan.. hopefully things will change for the better.. and tomorrows gonna be a better day! =)



agape..

remainder of hols

sorry for the absence! haha.. was in Kuantan overnight and practically din have any internet access =.=.. but nvr mind.. i am back now! well.. i have MUET tomorrow.. again.. for the other components other than speaking which was done wayyyy back on thursday.. haha. in fact it was just yesterday.. =P..

on thurs, had muet.. the topic was : "a 19 year old friend of yours wants to get married.. you advise her that now its not the time and she must gain more experience first.. give reasons to support your point.. " my first reaction was "!" really.. MARRIAGE? =.=.. nvm.. but thank God everything was ok..haha.. well.. at least i think it was.. =P..

after that, went down to Kuantan with a bunch of friends on the bus.. we only had to wait half an hour compared to those who have waited for an hour and a half.. haha.. then went to Megamall.. met up with a friend, and we went for lunch and had a nice walk around megamall.. then we took a walk to East Coast Mall.. (yes another mall but this definitely is posh"er" than the rest) haha.. restocked some daily goods at Carrefour and headed to my friends place for the nite.. canceled our plans to go to the beach.. thank God too.. it started raining haha.. =)

played mathmagic.. 3 rounds of it.. yes.. O_O.. and haha.. it was fun.. =P.. then had a nice talk on how was our life before coming to matriculation and all.. though i would say that i didn't have much to do in the house coz of no internet access but i enjoyed myself.. i am starting to like a slow life haha.. really.. slow, relaxed.. knowing when u wake up in the morning there is practically nothing to do.. and yeah.. that was how it went about in my friend's place..

came back around 4pm today.. going out again to watch 007 one of these days... muahaha.. i am ready to get squeezed again.. =D hope by all the squishing about on the bus i get thinner.. =O



agape..

back

well.. i came back today.. ALONE on the bus =.=.. it sucks la.. really.. being alone.. then u have to take the taxi back alone also which caused me a BOMB.. Rm 12.. usually split among 4.. haihx.

First things first... Happy 18th birthday annabeth! (there are 2 annas that i know.. better make it clear.. O_O) though i may not have known u for long, but yeah.. we got the whole sem 2 to get to know each other better! =)

Why am i back.. becoz of the stupid.. MUET. =.= i have to be back 2 full days before the others just for a half an hour speaking test.. syokness.. well.. on the bright side, i am going to Kuantan to get my stuff and staying overnight.. =).. so i hope i have fun there.. haha.. =)

tagged by anna.. and yet again.. =)

1. Whats your ambition?
hmm.. good question.. i don't know.. =P
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2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
never.. haha.. i am content with life.. and find it pointless to give it up..
.
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
obviously not.. i shake in my knees even when i perform...though i have done it many times..
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4. How many babies you want?
lol.. 3!
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5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes.. have a photo of it in one of my posts..
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6. What is your goal for this year
finish of the year on a high note.. getting good results.. enjoying myself thoroughly here in Pahang as it will be my last 5 months.. =)

.7. Do you believe in eternity love?
eternity? hmm.. one things for sure, i don believe in love at first sight..
.
8. What do you say about your life now?
so far so good. (i think)
.
9. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of being cared for, knowing someone is standing there for u, when u go through storms, and even through times of joy.. do i sound poetic? =P
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10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
love God, love me for who i am.. thats all.. =)
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11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
God bless you.. =D
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12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes i do.. i never liked being dumped off, and hope that days like that will never come.

13. What does flying means to you?
lol..
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14. What do you crave for the most currently?
CHOCOLATE.. (don ask questions.. =P.. present me with some.. =D harhar.. )
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15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
aussie! =)
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16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
a person with awesome personality and joy..hehe.. exactly 7..
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17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
spoil some pianos.. muahaha.. =P
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18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
i can't foresee..maybe dead? who knows right? really.. =P
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19. What is your lucky number?
well.. don really have one.. but fav num yes.. 16!
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20. What is your favourite food?
char koey teow, abc, nasi lemak...western rocks too.. sorry i am really malaysian to the core.. x)


before i end.. i was with David and a bunch of people doing devotions in his coll field.. we were going through Psalm 1.. isn't it interesting how things we have read in the Bible seem to have diff meaning if we meditate it over and over again? I never find God's word to be boring haha.. for me I discover new things as i read it.. thats y they say that one can't finish reading the entire Bible.. hehe..


Agape...

hols..

hey peepS!

WELCOME NOVEMBER!... o.o.. time flies.. its only 2 months away from 2009..

back for hols.. so much for SEM BREAK.. when i only get till wed.. shouldn't sem break last the longest... =.=

anyways i am home home home home home.. away from stress stress stress stress stress..

well.. sad to say.. i am gonna lose a good friend of mine whos leaving for aussie permanently.. its called migration.. =S.. i was shocked when i heard the news some time back.. but if God has willed for it to happen so be it.. be praying for u Janielle! thx for the memories and have a great time adjusting and restarting a new life in aussie!


i will be actively blogging from the 6th onwards... lazy to blog at home as always.. =)



agape..

phew..

what a relief man.. chem today was not too bad.. though there WERE questions that i really din know how to answer.. but those only occupied like 5/15 marks per question. and that also without working.. plus working, the dmg done is not too bad i guess.. hehe.. =) praise God.. ^^

but i would like to complain

how to u get the number of mol, n from PV = nRT

where P is given V is given R is given but T is not.. =.=. nonsense. don't tell me assume room temp. the question din even state.. nevermind.. i just have to let it go.. haihx..

On the bright side! i am coming back tomo..after my physics paper.. hehe.. till wednesday la.. for my sem break.. then i have to go for MUET on thurs.. i have yet to find out whether i am allowed to stay in the coll.. from thurs till coll reopens for sem 2.. It has been long since the last time i came back...bout a month plus back... really.. haha... so much for.. "why i see andrew every week??!".. =P..

I've learned 2 things..
1) this is not SPM... SPM don study still can pass (seriously).. for matriculation, every point must be very detailed.. your explanations etc..
2) Sem 2 will be much harder.. so need ta start studying a bit earlier..

agape.. =)

random 2

WAHLAU.. maths 2 was CRAZIEEEEE.. nvr mind la.. i knew how to do all but the last 3 ques.. haihx.. compared to yesterday's paper.. this was like miles away.. nevermind... all of us agreed that this paper is insane.. =P..

well... whats the point of doing so many past year questions.. none came out! =(

I HATE DY/DX.. I HATE INTEGRATION..

random

finished chem paper just now.. not too bad.. still ok.. can pull through la.. now preparing for maths 2... filled with calculus questions.. haih.. i really fear that paper man.. its scary..

yesterday night, studied quite a lot.. but i din know which to study.. cause i was having math and chem today.. did maths first and then chem cause chem was all objective today.. the written paper is tomo.. well.. studied till 1am +.. intended to go on, but i somehow fell asleep without realising it... i wanted to get up at 6am and continue my studies.. i did get up coz i had to wake someone up as well.. but dozed off again.. finally woke up at 730am.. pretty late adi.. rushed through wat i could take in..

chilling.. 3 down.. 5 to go.. and its over.. but 5 tough ones! T_T.. i don know whether the chance of getting a 4.0 is still there or not.. i can only pray and hope for the best.. leaving everything to my heavenly Father... =)

back to more calculus.. I HATE LIMITS!!!!!.... I <33333 DY/DX and INTEGRATION!~!!


agape..

50th post

haha.. yea.. i din know i posted so many adi.. i tot i was around 30.. i don't want my 50th post to go this way but haih.. nyways.. exams kicked off today.. jus had my english paper.. later maths 1.. then back to study study study.. tomorrows gonna be another day... i hope i will survive.. haha.. won't post long.. jus type a bit to relieve my stress.. back to work in another 10 mins.. watching my friends do math exercises jus adds on to my stress... they seem to know so much.. i jus stop and stare~

don wanna post liao.. i jus wrote a summary and an essay.. if i write anymore i will go boom.. =(.. ok la.. thats bout it..



agape..

bored...

"whats on the breakfast menu today? "

"paper"

"whats on the lunch menu today?"

"paper"

"whats on the dinner menu today?"

guess?

i have turned into a human recycle bin..

haih.. i never ever studied this hard.. not even for my SPM.. honestly speaking, during my SPM time, there was still time to put down my books and slack.. here i study more than 6 hrs a day.. with minimum rest.. =(... and so many of my friends have gone back home to spend this 4 days of hols to study.. btw.. tomo will be a public holiday for ppl in Pahang.. Sultan's birthday..

on the bright side.. i get to wake up at whatever time i want to.. haha.. on one occasion, i slept till 1pm haha=X.... but.. i would say this.. it will be all worth it in the end larh.. work hard for this week, enjoy for the next 3 months or so again =D

i am here to announce my inactiveness due to my finals next tuesday.. i may blog if i need to relax.. but don expect to get any new updates or some photo upload spree.. blog to rant sounds more like it now.. =)

and to all who are facing final exams, SPM, etc, my prayers are with u all.. may God grant u wisdom and strength to overcome this mountain before u.. =).. God bless! =)


agape..

emo

i am practically eating paper.. ~.~

8 hrs of books.. with 3 hours dedicated to maths.. =(.. did maths until this happened =_=

y = 2x
dy/dx = x

@.@ yeah.. that bad


tagged by anna... =S


1. Would you marry for money?
duh.. no.. lol

2. Have you had braces?
yes..

3. Could you live without a computer?
err.r..r... *thou shalt not lie* .. ok no..

4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?
errr.. haha.. i love it as it is now haha =)

5. Do you drink enough water?
ehe.. 8 cups a day.. ngam ngam larh..

6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off?
off.. used to.. now in my room..haih. no one cares..

7. What are your favorite fruits?
...Mangoes,honeydews and watermelon!

8. What is your favorite place to visit?
Langkawi! so far larh.. got beach, got night life.. enuff =)

9. Are you photogenic?
erm no.. =)

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
color =D. glad i do..

11. Why do you take surveys?
coz i was tagged =.=

12. Do you drink alcohol?
erm. is shandy alcohol?

13. What is the most beautiful language?
omg, lol, rofl, =.=, >.<, =.=".. O_O.. LOVE THOSE MAN..

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
ugh

15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
sunset.. =)

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
if only i could regenerate

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
a spare tyre sounds great.. more springy =D

18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest? eerm.
-blush-

19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?
offffffff..

20. Do you believe in magic?
nope. miracles yes. =)

21. Do you believe in ghosts?
nope!

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
errr. *yes*

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
don remember haha =)

24. Do you write poems?
nah.. poems are plain goosebumpish

25. Do you snore?
no but i make noises =X

26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
i get up jig around and drop back

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
poodle =)

28. Are you basically a happy person?
combination of happy and emo.. happily emo!

29. Are you tired?
yesssssssssss..

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
seldom.. though i know of ppl who do.. ERHEM

31. How do you take your coffee?
sip it..

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
...me 1, sis 1, mom 1, dad 1.. plus the house phone. don ask me to do math liao @.@

33. Do you get along with your parents?
yep!

34. Do u smoke?
No, I dont.

35. Do you have a kitty?
hmm.. don mind having one..

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
sadly nope.. haha.. but i don mind! =D

37. What do you do when you're sad?
emo

38. What do you need most now?
maggi mee

39. What song are you listening to now?
nothing

40.what are you craving right now?
char siew =X

I AM TAGGING HANSEL!
have fun larh u.. question 30 and 31 shud be fun =D


agape.

twisted

been an eventful last two days.. reason i have not been blogging is because i have erm haha.. twisted my hand and can't type.. =O.. fell down on the basketball court.. accidently tripped when i wanted to make a steal.. fell backwards and on my left hand.. =(.. that night was like the worst man.. couldn't sleep at all.. whatever position i placed my hand, it seemed to reply with a burst of pain.. clearly misbehaving.. =(..

next day which was yesterday, went to see the doctor first thing in the morning, said wasn't a fracture, but i hurt some soft tissues.. and twisted my wrist... couldn't even move my hand up and down without slight pain.. gave me some cream and pain killers, as well as gastric medicine just in case the pain killers decided to bring out excessive HCl in my stomach..

well.. praise God, today my hand is much better haha.. able to move about though still not able to lift stuff.. thx to my friends who helped me (p.s.. being one-handed is really argh.. ).. and also one particular friend who helped me apply the cream and dress up the wrist.. yes.. nowadays.. bandages also got fashion.

our coll had some kind of exhibition for the past 2 days.. involving all the local uni and some private unis.. got some info on the courses and stuff like that la.. though no registration was open yet.. =)

buried myself under integration and differentiation today.. who created these man... too free.. sadly.. still part of the exams.. moving on to chemi and physics tomo.. swallow the whole thing.. no time to chew adi.. hopefully it will stay down till i purge it out in a weeks time.. =)

will keep things posted.. study break this week.. free from lectures, but not from books. =(.. till then!


agape..

the beginning of the end..

finals in 2 weeks. =(... what more can i say.. the 7x hours spent in lectures per subject comes down to a mere 4 hr test.. (2 papers, 2 hrs each). =.=

Its odd.. haha.. sem 1 is over! haha.. y do i say so.. coz.. since this is the last week of classes, and the lecturers have practically finished the syllabus, a lot of them are cancelling class, and just for this week, they don't even care whether u go to class or not haha.. understandable la.. some prefer to go into hiding and bury themselves under piles of books.. =S.. i can't believe it man.. its like the books i bought, still quite clean, cause i've never done exercises inside, but used it just for extra information purposes.. and i can throw em all away after the test.. haih.. of course i will not throw la.. selling it sounds nicer.. =) its like time flies.. it was just like recently i broke the news that i will be away in Pahang.. and half of the whole matriculation.. gone *poof* just like that..

I have been watching Heroes and i loved it! haha.. currently in season 2.. episode 7... i know i am outdated and its in season 3 right now.. but i will stop at episode 7 first.. =) after the finals, i will watch right up to the most recent episode.. =).. even though the superpowers are ridiculous, but it reminds me that we are all special.. each unique.. =)

I have this song that has been stuck in my head a long time, i don't know where it is from.. if someone can enlighten me on this i will be deeply grateful.. it is familiar.. but i don't know the title nor the publisher/artist.. and the last sentence, capture me *something*.. i forgot whether its capture me again or capture me with grace, correct me if i am wrong hehe... =)

I need U Jesus
Come to my rescue
Where else can i go
Theres no other name by
Which i am saved
Capture me again

I will follow U
(this world has nothing for me..) repeat


Agape....

pesta tanglung kmph 2008

warning : long post ahead


well.. haha.. lots have been happening.. starting with the basketball competition i mentioned in my last post.. well.. praise God.. we got 2nd.. haha.. we lost the final 15-12.. but anyways.. the hardest match i would say was the quarter final match.. we drew one of the toughest teams... 5-5.. the match had to be decided by sudden death free throws.. tension man.. haha.. but we won that.. =)

ok.. down to the title.. its been one long preparation and it all came down to that 1 and a half hours.. but needless to say.. everything went well.. all glory to God.. there were a bit of technical errors here and there.. with the most major one happening when i was on the keyboard.. one of the technical crew accidently kicked the cable.. resulting in a power cut of the keyboard.. so there was like no sound for 3-5 secs.. a period of awkwardness.. but nobody seemed to care.. so nothing major really.. =)

i won't say much.. hehe.. let the pics do the talking..


well... b4 the start.. on the way to the hall in the evening.. caught this wonderful phenomena of the suns rays penetrating a cloud.. resulting in a small rainbow in the middle of the cloud and the rays of light.. unfortunately.. the rainbow could not be seen here in this pic.. too detailed..


the wonderful backdrops.. credit to the deco team..

ok.. heres the part where i will tell a bit what actually happened coz i was too busy running about and couldn't get pictures of the actual events of the night..

it all started with the speeches and everything as usual, then moved on to the performances, which included a drama, poem recital, harmonica solo, choir team... a total of 4 performances.. then.. each student that attended that night were given a lantern each where they learnt how to light the lantern.. and then the students, director, lecturers all took a night walk around the college with lanterns.. a beautiful sight which i could not catch cause there was the cleaning up to do.. argh.. anyways.... got lots of pics from the aftermath.. hehe =)

Aftermath

me and wah loong.. my best pal since young..

clockwise : yen, me, wah loong, kerlee, joyce haha..

joyce, wah loong, me, kiah ngi.. =)

me and my ketua for the pa (jiang).. worked well together.. =)

the lecturer behind the whole thing.. miss aw... we love ya lots.. =)

can u believe the person in the middle is a lecturer haha.. she looks much younger than her age.. thats a compliment... =)

love this pic.. so funni haha.. and yes.. he looks totally stunned.. =O

the lecturer behind the pa.. mr tiger they call him.. i also don know why.. =O

syok sendiriness..

from left : brian, elaine, yen, kiah ngi, joyce, meng soon, wah loong.. most of them are my kuliah pals..

wah loong, me, yen, brian.. =)

other misc. pictures..






the choir conductor.. u did great on your first time conducting.. =)








hah caught in act.. =P

the complete album is in my friendster link.. can't post too many on the blog haha.. =).. the pictures were totally picked randomly.. so if your pic is not in here, don't feel bad.. haha.. its in my friendster! =)

overall.. we had a blast! thanks all for a successful pesta tanglung and thx for the memories! =D

and finally.. heres the shot that reminds me of God's promises.. =)

taken when we were stuck and had to take shelter under the astaka... =) man.. it was so heavy... we couldn't wait and had to run back.. haha.. quite a number of us.. all wet.. haha.. but it was fun.. =)


till my next post.. =)

agape..